25.5.10

In our secret place.

When I pray
I know you're here
That familiar silence
The inaudible words
The air around me thickens
You speak with passion
And it fills my very being

With human senses
I am oblivious
But my soul and spirit feel your every touch
Those words which drive my hunger
Yet quench my driest thirst

"I love you"

I feel it
It's almost tangible
The words explode around me

And when I respond in our secret tounge
You swarm my mind
Shut out human sounds and  leave 
only that same silence
That comforting peace

Thank you
Thank you
For all you take away

Because
for everything you do
is in demonstration
of those familiar words

22.5.10

Collectors Edition


I want to collect books!
(and everything book-ish. For example, bookmarks, library things, cool notebooks, book lights, book ends!....anything!)

I realized my love for them when I was at Barnes and Noble about 20 minutes ago and found myself wanting to buy EVERYTHING! I spent $100 there and I would willingly spend more if I could.
Books amaze me! They take me into another world, they keep me company when I am lonely at home, or bored. Everyone collects things...mostly relating to their talents. Well....my talent is brains! And, yes, being the nerd I am. I love to read. Non-stop. Sometimes I read so much I think my eyeballs will fall out!!

From here on out. If anyone ever wants to get me something. Let it be books! 
I'm going to put a list of the books I want, and have read. To keep track. Also so people can know what I like. :] 

I also like the idea of skoob points (Credit to Charity Wahler), that way you'll know what I would suggest to others!!!

I'm excited to start this lifelong endeavor!!

Sorry library....I may read your books, but it wont be long after until I buy it.

18.5.10

Disguising beauty.

My throat is dry,
my voice is small.

Water, water, the basic of life.
Where is this source, to quench the drought?

I see two wells.
One is lavished with jewels and riches.

The other is plain.

From where I stand, the waters of both look appetizing,
my intense thirst depleting my ability to judge.

As I walk closer, the beautiful well's water is tainted
the jewels distorted the light to make it look clean
but the plain well needs no distortion
the light seems to shine from the water
a luminescent liquid.

I take a cup of the shining water
and feel as if one sip has quenched me for eternity.

I see another traveler,
he feverishly gulps
trying to attain the beauty of the well from it's water
the empty promise.

He drinks until he is almost drowning in himself
his thirst is too great
and the water inadequate.

I call him over
and recall my journey
we once shared the same thirst.

He wants now to drink from the shining water
but his belly is too full!

A time to purge has come.
Regardless of the thirst, he drains the moisture from himself
to make room for the everlasting cup.

I see the comparison
of life to death
of outer beauty to inner beauty

Be weary of the beautiful well
for it disguises the tainted waters.

Be joyous of the plain well
because it has filled you forever.

16.5.10

I am a Protector.

INFJ to be exact ;]

My instinct is to mother,
to take charge over the lost.

To comfort the week.
And to protect who I love.

I will protect them, from the harms of this world,
as far as I am permitted.

I will shelter them from evils.
Do not come between me and those I love.

I will not stand to see the day when you and your manipulating ways will tear them apart and infect our unity.

With the blood of Jesus, and his Spirit living in me,
I will cover those around me with an impenetrable shield.

This is my prayer, that the blood may cover all whom I love, to keep them from spirits, and to give them a sensitivity to judge wisely a negative situation.
In the name of Jesus, I plead the Blood!!

Justice is unavoidable.

What you allow to seep into your mind,
Will seep into your heart.

What is in your heart,
will come out of your mouth.

What doesn't come out of your mouth,
will show through your actions.

No matter how long you think your mask will remain,
it will also fade.

You will in the end decieve yourself
by thinking your disguise is adequate.

All will see,
All will know.

Justice will prevail.

29.4.10

Sing unto the Lord a new song!

These excerpts are from songs performed and written by the band Wavorly. These songs (in my opinion) have very powerful messages and when I listen to them I am "pumped up" you could say, but in a spiritual way.
Their use of interesting metaphors catch your attention and have very biblical and strong messages. I would suggest this band to everyone!! :D

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Oh, Father, my task I may dread
But as ransom, take me instead
Take heart now, my Son
Fear not for the dragon will not overcome
Your words may have swayed her before
But I died so she could have more
The Life that she now finds in Me
Is the tale of the dragon’s defeat 
-Tale of the dragon's defeat 

Sleeper, no deeper
Lift your eyes
Awake from dreaming
Sleeper, arise and you will find life
The answer is in Me
Sleeper, arise and you will find life
You will find life when you give your life away 
-Sleeper


Endless Day, no further away
Where present day will never end
I will run with no pain in my side
All shadows left behind
For what it’s worth
In a space so different
The gray of home could never compare
Undeserving rescue
Offers me escape from despair
Where light comes from another source
And choice spans such a Great Divorce
Is the balance shifting?
Are my burdens lifting?
Spirit coming to Life
Watching, Waiting
Further up, and further in 
-Endless Day

As I travel down this road
I wonder if I should turn home
All this time I’ve felt alone
My head in my hands
Where were You when I was in need?
And I look back to find You chasing me
Sometimes I try and I miss the point of it
It’s about time we die…we’re not down here for us
As You’re tearing down this house
There is only one thing I can say
I’m so glad You take away
And I’ll admit things worked out for the good
And it’s about time I understood 
-Time I understood

8.4.10

Whachu talkin 'bout Willis??

On Monday April 5th 2010, the McGuire family added one more to the mix.
An 8 lbs 8month old baby boy named willis!
He is my new puppy!
He is a schnoodle (scnauser poodle mix!)
hes ADORABLE!
except taking care of a puppy is basically the same as taking care of a child.
its going to be an interesting ride....but im SO looking forward to it! 
:D