Some People

Everybody lives and everybody dies, but there are those select few who fall into the category of "some." This category has no distinct emotion attached to it, but rather a plethora of emotions. These emotions are generally strong, going in either direction, thus causing the people attached to them memorable. Most people put people into this category who have done them wrong at some point, or who have let them down. We are too easy to let them reign in our minds. Yes, the people who do wrong deserve to be remembered so we can avoid such situations, but I think the people who need to be remembered and recognized even more are those extraordinary "some" who positively change our lives.

Some people try to break up relationships out of jealousy.
Some people hate you for no reason.
Some people betray you when you thought they were close.
And then there are some people who inspire you without trying.
They un-knowingly help mold who you became.
A distant example.
A beautiful mind.
So beautiful you wonder how it is possible to be so.
Some people who are willing to help at any cost - even those who don't care for them the way they are thought to.
Some people take pride in the little things - the behind-the-scenes things.
Some people who deserve to be in the spotlight yet humbly refrain.
Some of these extraordinary people don't get what they deserve.
In fact, it seems that the worst things happen to those who never had any reason to receive such things.
These people are usually the ones taken advantage of in a friendship.
The ones who give to those who should give back but dont.
The ones who deal with the un-fair things and are still genuine.

At first, learning such things makes me angry and spiteful against those who have done the wrong, but after the anger, it only makes me admire "some" people much more. These select beautiful people will never turn sour, no matter what comes their way. "Some" people have shown me that its not about how other people see you, but knowing exactly who you are and being proud.

To "some" people - thank you.
For doing so much more than you can imagine. I may have reason now to be close to you, but before this reason you were inspiring me still. You always amazed me, your beauty, wit, intelligence, vibrancy, intuition, modesty, humility, and unconditional kindness.
For you I pray every day - that no matter the circumstance you will remember how important you are, not just to me, but to many more.
Beyond the fake people who sadly have shown their true colors recently, there are still many close and a far off who you will never know your affect.

I have said these things before - more or less - and am only saying them again because they ring true in my life every day. You know who you are and the things I feel in my heart for you are too much to express outwardly in any fashion. I only hope that you can feel the love radiating from all those who truly care, and know that a piece of that love is yours. It is part of the love you gave us, that some didn't deserve.

Some people have changed my life.
Some people will always be with me, and I with them.
Some people make a difference.

And some people are the difference.

Awake.

Why? Who knows!
but during my shouldnt-be-awake-but-still-am time I decided that I want to start blogging again!
Yay!
I do however have a new attitude towards it....to press issues, not people, and to share my thoughts, even the most random ones. :]

one thing i might say is that the band future of forestry is AWESOME!
and i love them
go check them out
credit to Cherisse DesJardins Lipps
because she definitely deserves it.... (inspired by her " Caleb and Tim-who both heard it from me. Just sayin ;) comment which she says "Ever so humbly" ;] )
how many artists do i now like thanks to that woman?
before I changed that to woman it was women...and I was about to leave it but then realized if Reese reads this (which she will because im going to post it on her wall because apparently this is about her now-which i dont mind) she would be very upset at my grammar.....even though that is the only grammatical error i chose to correct here....

arent ya glad im not a first-grader-ohio-school-goer?
id be getting F's all over this test
hey i rhymed!
wow i really must be tired haha
okay i think i just needed to feel good about my decision about blogging by posting one even though my plan to have apoint completely failed.....
goodnight

make up, jewelry, immodesty, foolery

I am a woman - but I am not only a woman. I am a lady.

I am a human - but I am not only a living vessel. I am the temple of the Living God.

And yes, He is in there right now.

God created us for this purpose alone, to be his temple, and to be a vessel of continual praise.

Hmmm? Think about it...The King of the entire universe....The most beautiful being in the heavens...He lives outside of time, outside of emotion, outside of form.

Now if that same person wanted to create something bound by millions of things He is not...don't you think he would make it beautiful and perfect on its own, needing no embellishments?

I am a woman, therefore, I have specific guidlines in which to portray myself (assuming the standards of holiness of course)

I do not wear jewelry. I do not wear make up. I do not wear immodest clothing. I do not carry myself in a loose way, nor do I act upon loose pretenses.

I do not do these things because I was told to, or it is a rule I must follow.

I do these things because they are foolish, and are outward signs of insecurity.

Women, and girls, ask yourself some questions?

1) Why do I wear make up?

2) Why do I wear jewelry?

3) Why do I dress immodestly?

4) Why do I act like trash!? (yes, I said it)

1) From personal experience and alot of observation, I have concluded that women wear make up because of a couple things:

- you think it makes you look better

- you want to match a certain stereotype, or be different

- you want to accentuate your own features

the common denominator is.....(drum roll please...)

YOU DO NOT THINK YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH WITHOUT IT!

whether it be a conscious thought or not - that's why!

2) The answer to this question is the same as #1. I can say that many a time while at the mall, I do see jewelry and think it would be nice to wear it because it is simply pretty, or interesting, BUT I do not need it.

- Did you know that before Satan was cast down into hell, he was an angel adorned with many jewels, and precious stones? He was an angel meant to reflect the Glory of God, but his pride of being so beautiful got to be too much. God cast him down when Satan no longer wanted to reflect God's glory, but thought he was beautiful enough to be better than God.

- Because of this, jewelry is seen to be a symbol of that pride (atleast how I think of it)

- The swastika never used to be bad, until it was used in relation to Hitler and the slaughtering of Jews.....would you wear a swastika? No, of course not! So why wear something that is a symbol of Lucifer's pride?

3) Oooh Boy! This is going to hit some resistance on this one. Why do girls dress immodestly?

(BTW- I would just like to say that I am not just spewing ignorance and making assumptions about why people do these things. I have had my hard times and gone through allll of these things, and have come through. I have friends that have had the same struggle. So I know. Okay- pressing forward.)

Girls dress immodestly because they want to attract attention. Now, sometimes if you have grown up out of church, the word immodest has a different definition. Even in church, modesty is a very subjective term. I personally wouldn't wear short shorts, or tank tops, but I do understand that people in the world would simply wear those because it is hot, NOT with the mindset of which I am going to explain. That is a different speech!

ANYWAY- many times, girls dress immodestly because they want to attract attention to themselves. Show off their body. Usually (and hopefully atleast) to the opposite sex. What most girls don't realize is that they don't need to do this to attract the RIGHT guys!

- You may be able to have short- term affection with the guy that responds to your immodesty. BUT the man that will love you forever and marry you, will be the one who thinks your beautiful with a burlap sack on, and most of the time, WONT want you to be immodest. I could go on FOREVER with this but thats the basic gist.

4) This answer follows the same guidlines as #3, but there is another aspect present here. Usually the immodest dressing and acting 'trashy' happen synonymously. This is, in my opinion, the saddest answer. Girls do this because they think they are not attractive enough as who they are to get attention and love. A confident woman who KNOWS she is beautiful in her own skin, will NEVER be seen dressing immodestly (according to their personal definition of immodest) and will never lower their standards of action to attract attention.

 I think girls should be confident in themselves, and have the  "If they don't like me for who I am, they aren't the kind of people I want in my life" attitude. I am NOT saying be a man-hater because no one likes that, but be confident enough to know your own standards for men, and friends.

If a boyfriend, or a friend is trying to pressure you into doing something, and keep pushing after you make your decision - they are not good friends.

The kind of people you need in your life are people that respect your beliefs and don't try to push things on you!

Your decision to do something out of free will is MUCH more profound than your decision based on fear, or force.

Bottom line - Women need to be natural and themselves, the way God made you! He did not make a mistake!! You are so beautiful to him, and I guarantee men will think the natural lady-like women are more beautiful than the opposite. (I am not talking about the pigs who just want physical affection because obviously they will not think that- but who needs to listen to them anyway?)

We are a temple for God! Keep that temple pure and holy, and spirit filled. Keep it clean so God has room to abide!

We serve a jealous God! He will not inhabit a cluttered temple!

He is big, and needs alot of room - ALL the room you can possibly offer needs to be available for HIM!!

Think about it ;]

Modest really IS hottest!!!

Holy Ghost Laughter. Why do I laugh?

Last night at youth, nearing the end, everyone was in the spirit, laughing. A young boy (Nathan) kept asking "Why are you laughing?" This really made me think....why am i laughing?

Well, at least for me, I laugh because I always think about how much people doubt God. They may not doubt consciously, but they may not believe fully that God is capable of something, or they think he wont do it. I know I've thought that before. Recently, over the past couple of days, one question has pressed on my brain.

Who are we to doubt God's power, and willingness?

"Where is the wise? where is the scribe? where is the disputer of this world? hath not God made foolish the wisdom of this world?"

- 1 Corinthians 1:20

This scripture is so true! It's like the biblical way of the saying "the more you learn the less you know."

I laugh because we try to figure God out, and predict what he will answer, heal, redeem etc. We make our conclusions based on what sins we have committed, how we live; basically, we judge ourselves the way we THINK God will judge....but like the scripture says, whenever we think we figured it out, God throws us in a whole different direction.

I laugh because we are so easy to doubt, when all we need is child-like faith in our heavenly Father and anything is possible!

Haha! It is such a wonderful feeling, knowing in your spirit that this world is only a stumbling block on our way to eternal joy! 

God created everything!

Now, if you create something.....you know how it works, how to fix it, how to predict it, how it will eventually fade away and die.

Jesus knows all this about everything we know, have known, and ever will know. We are bounded immensely by the limits of this world.

God lives outside of anything human. Our emotions don't affect how he reacts, nor do our earthly circumstances.

He has complete control over every....that's right every situation.

So why should we even have to ask for something to happen.....all we have to do is proclaim that our victory is won even before we are fully in our trial!

We proclaim that we are healed before we are sick!

We pray and conclude with 'Amen'

Amen means it is so!

it. is. so!

so whenever you pray for something, by finishing it with Amen, you are saying to God that you believe that your prayer has already been answered! God just might not tell you the answer yet. But it is answered.

God is so amazing!!! Trying to think of how amazing he is in the limits of this mind is what makes me laugh!!

He is a marvelous wonder! 

he reigns forever!

Hahaha! 

This joy that I have, the world didn't give it...

and the world can't take it away!

sometimes...

things arent as bad as they seem up front.

take a step back and see with unblinded eyes
things may not be ideal, but also may not be as terrible as they once seemed.

im seeing this now.
there is atleast some good in everything
:]

I got a praise and I gotta let it out!

4 People got the holy ghost tonight!
and a couple got a renewing after years of dormancy!!!

AND 2 of the 4 that recieved the holy ghost were baptized in Jesus Name! Hallelujah!

Praise God!
The truth will set us free!

"I've been delivered, I've been delivered
That hold the Devil had on me
He ain't got no more!
I've been delivered, I've been delivered
Delivered by the hand of the Lord!"

:]

The wonders of a golf course.

awesome Korean lady (and by korean I mean, her form of ID was a passport from the republic of Korea!) - "You look very charming"

me- "Aww thank you that's so nice of you to say!"

lady- " Where are you from?"

me - (thinks about the possibility that she could mean what country...or city?) "Uhm, right here...North Tonawanda...it's one town over." (feels like I failed, and am no longer charming)

lady- "oh, okay"

.....

oh did I mention it took me at least 5 full seconds to process what she said before I could answer because of her accent?